Well, I'm at home And we're going to have our Thanksgiving supper today, because I have to go back to Miramichi tomorrow.
And I finally got to open up Drossel!XD I've taken a lot of photos yesterday and will be posting pretty soon.
Beingin my new room is pretty cool. My Mum bought me a new blanket and pillow, plus she put together a make shit desk for me. Though most of my stuff is back at the house, so it's pretty baren.
Oh, and for the Haunted House at school, we need to dress up. I'm going to be Coraline, which means I'm getting my hair cut short and dyed blue. This will be a shock to people who actually know me because I've always had my hair long and in a braid. But I think it will be anice change for. Also that's how I want my haoi rto be for the next Animaritime for my Hardsuit custom costume.
I'll be posting a new journal pretty soon after I get back to school. And pics of Drossel aswell.

Well, it's been a month.
I'm doing a lot better now, my classes are great! I've gotten so much better since I started. As some have heared I got the part for Hikaru in the Medabots fan movie that's being done by When it comes out you all MUST watch it. You guys gotta show your support!XD
I would like to send a HUGE thank you to everyone who read my lst journal, commented, and sent hugs
I`m going home on Friday for Thanks Giving, and my Drossel Figma is waiting for meXD ooooh so excited!
Oh and stay tuned, My comic Magnus Armor NIKATA shall be on DA shortly. I finally drew pages and they just need to be inked and colouredétoned
I`m back in the Game

Well.....it's time I talked about all the crap that's been heppening the last few weeks.......months.....years....
My parents are getting divorced.
My father is not the nicest man in the world. Actually, he's a fucking bastard, and a emotional abuser. And I hate him.
I know this for a fact because he does like me....and liked to make fun of me.
This has been going on for a long time. He's hid behind depression for years, but he just wants people to do things for him. Ask himm to do housework and he'll try to pawn it on someone else. Ask not to do something and he'll yell at you. He won't even hold down a frick'n job fr longer than a year because everytime-in May- he'll say " I don't feel well" and suddnely be sick for a month and decide to quit the current job he's at thinking my Mum can support us. Her job barley kept up the bills before we got the house. and there's more to pay with the house. And he's always hounding her about money, and going on about how she's spending his "inheritence" from his dad with her credit card. Which doesn't make any fucking sense. When he tried budgeting our money, we didn't have enough and ran out of food within 2 days!
He never understood the meaning of Privacy...or Respect. You could be working on the computer, trying to get something done and he'd just walk in and look over your shoulder and make you explain everything you were doing, you could just sit down at the tv and he's just show up out of no where, he just wouldn't leave you alone!
Plus there's all the stuff my Mum is refusung to tell me about. Of course I know my father is a pervert, with a Lolita complex. He didn't do a good job covering up his tracks on the computer. Or trying to make sure no one was in the room when he watched that kind of stuff.......*shudder*
Even when we had arguements all he did was try and hurt me. that would be the whole point to it. Nothing ever got resolved. He said because of the way I acted that it made me a bad person. And I could never say anything back cause he'd twist my words and throw them back at me. Plus he blamed me and my brother for the problems with he "relationship" with Mum. My God when a women says "No" it means NO! Damn mother fucker, well......can't call him that, since he hasn't in years.
My dad never tok me seriously. When it came to the dishes(which was my job to do) he always stacked the knives on the cups with the blades facing the direction I'd be picking them up. And I have told him to not do that in everyway possible, and he'd yell at me about the tone of voice I was using. If I had to go to the doctors with him, they would take me seriously either because he'd give them this weird "Yeah right" look when every I explained what was wrong with me. He even wants to sell all my stuff.
Since I came home from first year of college, he's has tried kicking both me and my brother out, took away my Mum's credit card, started making weird rules that contridict themselves at points, suddenly had a sword obsession and did sword play in the living room, and when Mum and I came back from Miramichi two weeks ago none of the dishes were done, there was no food, and there was garbage all over the lawn!!!
*sigh* I'm sorry if this is disjointed, but I'm not doing well.
My father has been the reason why I get too tired to draw, have weird anxiety problems, suddenly crying for no reason, sleepg troubles everything. All becasue we never had an idea how he would be from one second to the next.He could be fine then, and he could just turn around and be as violent as ever.
I'm so glad my Mum has gotten out. I know he was just waiting for me and my bro to be out of the house. He couldn't do anything before because I was home everyday. And would call the police. Yes. It was getting THAT bad. There is an extremely thin line between verbal abuse and physical abuse. That man scares me to death. I know if he wanted to he could hurt me really badly. Especially if he had his swords near by. He has about 200 pounds on my 121. I literally jump every time someone was loudly. And I locked my door every night back home too.
So....I'm not going to be doing much besides school for a bit. I need to get my belongings out of the house and to my Mum's place when I get home. And I might not be talking much either. This is a huge change in my life right now, so I have to examine it some.
I'm not sad to be leaving my dad. I haven't ever really had one. He was just this man who lived in my house. And I don't think I'm going to talk to him again either. Once my stuff is out, that's it. Never again.
But for now I'm just going to hide in a corner and cry my eyes out.

I'm sorry to say it's that time of year again. The time were I have to pack and prepare for college. So it's cutting into my drawing time. A lot. Plus the horrible amount of crap that's been going on in my life, but I'm going to talk about that at a later time. And no worries it's nothing any of you guys have done. So if some of my responses seem like I'm upset, trust me, it's nothing you have done or said.
The next Haloid pages are on stand by for a bit. But hopefully I'll get to drawing in between packing. I'm working on how I'm going to be drawing Samus, and trying to not make her look like a kid.
Once I get to college, I'm going to be doing a photo a day thing with the figures that I'll be taking with me. The was heavily, if not completely inspired by 's gallery. And I'll be a bit photo crazy when Figma Drossel is finally available to order from Hobby Link Japan.
Next week my Mum and I are going up to Miramichi to look for a place where I can live. Hopfeully things will work out ok on that front. I don't want to move a whole bunch of times like last year. And then I'll be moving up there at the end of this month. Hopefully I'll post before I move to give you any updates of things.
Hope you guys have enojoyed summer. ANd I'll see you guys in the futureXD

I have gotten into Steam Punk. And not the usual way I get into things. I started reading "The Court of the Air" by Stephen Hunt(I'm half way through now) and then the Steampunk bug bit me. Which made me realize that i have a lot of Steampunk-ish things already. I have a pair of old fashion Welders goggles, the trench coat, the hats, etc. So, both my Mum and I are now looking for more things that can give me more of a Steampunk quality.
And I bet there are a few of you that aren't completely sure what I'm talking about. I'll explain... If I can: Streampunk is basically like Cyberpunk(ie Blade Runner, Bubblegum Crisis) and set in 18 hundreds/ Victorian england. During the Industrial Revolution when everything was powered by Steam. The future that never was per say. Some good examples of Steampunk are The Adventures of Jules Vern, Disney's 20,000 Leagues under the Sea, Steamboy, Final Fantasy 6 and Castle in the Sky.
If this didn't explain it enough(cause I'm not totally sure how to explain it myself) check out Wikipedia, the look for it on Youtube. It's easier to see it.
My steam for drawning is a bit low lately, so I'm working on my new hardsuit, and the Stempunk thing of course. Until I think of something really cool to draw. And you guys will be the first to hear about it.
I'm taking a different approach to makeing the new, custom hardsuit. Instead of using cardboard for the pattern, I'm just using paper. It's easier to cut and take less time. To put it together, I'm either going to use craft foam, or card stock like what I saw on Indy Mogul for HALO aromor on Youtube. The obe thing I don't have to worry about this time is the boots. I already have a pair of Black boots that I've modified with electrical tape. So that's done.
For what ever art I shall be posting that's going to be coloured, I'll be using CS3 so i can prctice for college. Taht way I'll won't have to worry about getting stuck with layers, effect and such. So you guys will be seeing mainly comic covers, Medabots, Transformers, and Metroid. Progress on costumes will have photos and posted.
So, anyone excited for the GI Joe movie? I am, and I've only watched GIJoe Resolute.XD
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, I've started baking I made a marble cake and chocolate chip cookies. It keeps me busy. Aaaannnnnd it's a part of my cleaning duties.
Hope everyone is enjoying their summer, and thanks to with helping me find out more about the Media studies course